Lyrics

Maybe i don't want a life
Anymore
Because every opinion
I Have

Can't say what I want anymore
It's true
No room to tell a lie
But that's a lie
'Cause I know I can't die
I'm pretty sure I can't
Right? I hope not
I still have a lot to do

It was all an emotion illusion
'Cause now I'm awake and feelin' good
Yeah
It was all an emotion illusion
But now I'm awake and feelin' death
Feeling death
Feeling death

You can't say I didn't warn you
And you can't say I didn't care
Well
You can say it
But it ain't true
Well
Maybe it's a little true
But you don't even know me
So how could you know the truth?

It was all an emotion illusion
'Cause now I'm awake and feelin' good
Yeah
It was all an emotion illusion
But now I'm awake and feelin' death
Feeling death
Feeling death

BECAUSE I CANT
HANDLE ANYTHING
OH MY GOD
IT DOESN'T GO
ANYWHERE
IVE TRIED
TO GO BACK TO THE
WAY I WAS
BUT THESE FUCKING MEDS
Do not care
Ahh

I've tried it and it doesn't work
it's the attitude I've had
That won't bring me back
Because I can't just keep doing the same thing I've been doing
These meds suck

It was all an emotion illusion
'Cause now I'm awake and feelin' good
Yeah
It was all an emotion illusion
But now I'm awake and feelin' death
Feeling death
Feeling death
Feeling death
Feeling death
Death does not come soon enough